Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Thru Pain Hurts

We are planning of having a second baby for almost two years now. But since my husband is an Overseas Filipino Worker it is so hard for us to have our second baby that instant. When I've spent my two months vacation in his place at South Africa last summer we are so excited when I've noticed that I was already delayed for a couple of days. I was so excited to have my pregnancy test. It was like I win a jackpot in lottery when I've see those two lines, I become so much overwhelmed about it. I was so extra cautious of all the things I've do.   

 This is the only remembrance (I will have) for my second pregnancy.

But all these excitement turns into nervousness when I have my trans vaginal ultrasound. The supposedly eight weeks pregnancy based on my FDLM (first day of last menstruation) was found out to be only five weeks. I was advice to undergo again the said ultrasound after two weeks and the result totally makes my excitement into sadness and so much pain.

Based on the ultrasound I'm having an Anembreyotic Pregnancy or what they commonly called Blighted Ovum. The embryo didn't develop, there is a sac but no embryo at all. I have no choice but to follow my doctor's advice to have my D&G operation. It was so painful, I can say that this is the most painful challenge I've ever encountered and hopefully there will no more other painful challenges (like this one) ahead. Hopefully God has greater plan for our family.  A friend of mine even tell me that God wanted first to have my uterus cleaned before He put healthy babies on it, and I've said AMEN to that. I hope that on my next pregnancy it will be okay, and will have healthier kids.

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Mom and Dad's 50th Wedding Anniversary "February 19, 2012"

Indeed a dream come true for us to throw a "Renewal of Bows" for a wonderful parents like them. We are so blessed that God allowed us to be with our parents until now. We may not be the best daughters and son they could have, for we all know on ourselves that we've been a "pasaway children" like any other typical children to their parents but I hope they know that our love for them is unconditional.

We have decided to have their exchanging of "I dos" be renewed during their 50th wedding anniversary. It should be February 22 but because of so many reason it was celebrated days earlier. It was so heart warming to witness such an occasion for not all is given a chance to have such.

The Renewal of I do's, us being their witnesses.

 A family picture after the wedding... ooooppps it's still not complete, those are just the present on the occasion because of work conflicts our husbands didn't make it except for Kuya Romy, maybe an additional 100% pogi points for him :)
Our handsome dad and our gorgeous mom.

Sweet moments during the party. I so love seeing them expressing their love for each other.

My ultimate wish for them is to have a more longer years together, a healthier and stronger life. And for my brothers and sisters may we too also experience this.

Rebirth of Ardith's blog

It's been two years since my last update here. I've just become lazy posting anything here. Now I think is the time to update this, I don't know where to start but I will try my best to post the past happenings in my life here, there are many things that had happened in the past two years. Hopefully this will be the start again of my blog, maybe a "rebirth".